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2005-03-05T19:56:00.000+08:00

2005-03-04T21:03:00.000+08:00

Whether one exist or not is not a matter.
Live a happy life. Never lie to yourself.
Don't ever try to please everyone in your life cause its simply absolutely impossible.

Velvet nightmare. whee.

love my painting. whoo

2005-02-26T18:14:00.000+08:00

For the first time, ever, in my life, I score so lowww for both chinese and math. waha. wanna kill myself.(takes out knife..cute cute..saw saw..nothign happens)'hey im not dead!' diao. This is never gonna happen again.

Some times i get a lil too temperamental to be accepted. a lil eccentic.or rather.much of a nutter. heh.and well., this causes ppl to well..somethign something.hahahahah..mad one. whee.
hmm..quite some stuff has been going on. and its Kyu grade tmr! whoo.wonder wad might happen..later get thrown by white belter.lol

arh.arh.whoo

2005-02-19T20:13:00.000+08:00

Am i just so lost in the world of oblivion or wad... sometimes i dont even know tt i have done certaqin things when ppl come up to me and tell me 'oh you have this this this..' diao.. its either because i have really done em or because there cooking up the stuff..diao.. i have a bad memory. arh. nothing much to write.

dangerously in love♥

2005-02-17T21:18:00.000+08:00

what do i say
what can i say.
what do you want me to say.

visit my joint blog with bernice at
twothree-step.blogspot.com

smile smile=D

2005-02-14T13:57:00.000+08:00

yo!in shen zhen now...just came back from great grans hs...will be back in singapore tmr! wheee!

To see photos, click here

guess wad..my great gran was one of the soldiers who fought the japs during japs invasion.he was telling us about how they used those guns wiyth the pointy blades to kill ppl..lol. it snowed there!wahahahah how wonderful right! made a snow women and named her Venus..you know the one in aep room..that naked women..lalaa.. she's like venus badly out of shape..fats gushing out everywhere.. got boobs heh. ncie arh. take a look at her in the photos! whee!
hmmm..nothing much to fo at greatr gran's hs..so everyday like chi le shui shui le chi..lol. den was wathing the CNY celebration performance...this person sang this song.. lao shu ai da mi..diao.. it goes like..wo ai ni jiu xiang lao shu ai da mi.. im like..diao-.- it doesnt really make sense..haha..dont mind, crapping again. lol. mm.. played in the snow.how nice. its damn cold...wore loads..made me look pregnant T-T haha.. going to shop later. wonderful!hahaa..mm... cant remebre wa di wanted to write. lol. will write when i remeber. taa~

2005-02-05T23:17:00.000+08:00

Arh.Philosophical entries? crap it! hahah..well some times ppl jsut gets a lil.eh lets see.. not too happy. Hahah.what can you do , what can you say? HAHAHHAHAA;p It would be wonderful if ppl can just be a lil more pure. How wonderful would it be if we can stay in Never Never Land. Never grow up. Never ever need to think the way the world forces you to think. wahahaa.. We're being controlled. we have not our own lives. Some idiot control freako is there looking at us and enjoying the fact tt we ppl are eh. not so happy;p bleahss.. at cousins hs now.hmm..i just realised he's damn shuai! hahah.all the cousin's from my mom's side are pretty good looking. LOL. lalalala.its pretty cold. and i'll be leaving for Lu Shan tmr..you know the shan that's mentioned in Li Bai's poem?? hahah. well..i'll prolly become a block of ice..eekkss. so cold*shivers. bleahhh! wahahahahaa. i cant read blogs from blogspot! so sad! and that stupid Van Gogh project. I cant even print. and when i get to LuShan i wont even be able to go online. sian-.- everyone wears a mask. arh! wadeva.. arh. Everyone's being controlled..there's always someone on top of you., some one more powerful, controlling your sad pathetic lil life. hahaha. and there, there's this oh-im-so-almighty person sitting somewhere looking down. **** you! arg!
There's gotta be more to life!
Life is short. live it to its fullest!whooo!
My aunt attempted reading the entries..dont think she really gets it. lol. too many short forms. LALA.den ashe commented"zheng me hao xian arh.." er.hahah.

listening to jay. whee! i love jay. wheeeeepppssss=DD

i feel like hugging ppl..arrhh
hugs* ♥

2005-02-03T13:45:00.000+08:00

gonna leave at arnd230 and i still have not yet finished packing. whee. how great can i get. and yet im blogging(@-^)
very sorry for the class board.bleahs! dint expect certain stuff to happen!
lala. gotta go. byes.

2005-02-03T01:28:00.000+08:00

why do ppl complain so much. like wads their prob. no point self-pitying. you are lucky enough to be standing firmly on earth. whee~ gotta go. dont really wanna sleep yet. owells. nite.
wahahaha

2005-02-02T22:05:00.000+08:00

New post.whee. bought stuff for CNY class deco. bright pink for boardie. Hope you like it! wheepps! Is it more blessed to give or to receive? arh. Give? Receive? LALA. different opionions.whee. Going to China tmr. Still have to go to school in the morning. sian. need to photocopy loadsa notes and things like that. sad.
Umm...John Mayer-Your Body is a Wonderland. Interesting. Nice song. Like it.
Hmm.I guess sometimes i jsut make ppl feel cold and emotionless. sad. haha. my fault.sadly cant really change the fact.yuckk. YOURR BODDYY ISHH A WWONNNDDERRRLANNDDDD. diao. im mad.
I feel like hugging ppl.Sis too small for hugging. not nice. i might even crush her bones..diao. I shall grad bolster. 'bolsterr dearie! would you come to me please!' sigh. bolstrer..walk here pls.. I need you! waaa..
Being loved-->NICE!
Love someone!-->NICER!
haha. im going nuts.
oh. according to jolyn im psychic-.-
WAHAHAHA..sometimes ppl shoudnt be tt blurr.lol.
Guzheng concert..should be nice. will be nice! whwee!
i love the song they performed during mini concert!
hmm..im crapping. sian. PRINCE'S CRAPOLOGY!
Arh! that reminds me of somethign sir said.. patuo-logy..
diao. to make patuo sound eh. professional. erhahah.
Joss Stone. Super Duper Love. not bad. heh.
Jeniffer Lopez. dreaming of you. better. lol.
IM MAD.

oh yar. one more thign to add.
EDISON IS SO SHUAII:)))

2005-01-30T22:17:00.000+08:00

nothing much to say.
say ma over the moon!
(^-^)
bounce bounce~wheeps

got shoes today.whee. lalalala~
now you~blah blah..alicia keys.karma.

love songs for no one. love the song. cheers.wheep!
stayin' at home along on a friday~lalala
im tired of being alone..lalala.

thats what friends are for;))))

whooo~dadadadaaa..

2005-01-28T20:31:00.000+08:00

lalalalalala.
blah blah blah blah

i shall crap.
crap and crap and crap

whee~
craps

2005-01-27T21:36:00.000+08:00

whee..was almost late for school today..lol. amazingly no one was at the gate. phew! hahah.. switched off alarm clock instead of setting it at snooze mode. -.-

wavy hair and crew cut. sad combi.lol. saw this guy withtt on the way home today. he looked pretty wierd haha.. bud i suppose it might look a lil better on some others.whee~ this guy's sorta totally wierd. loves singing. choir boy i guee. was singing all the way on the bus..haha.. he was like so immersed in singing his lovely songs. oblivion to the wierd 'disturbed' stares of the surrounding. lol. suppose its okay. i mean some times when u really enjoy doing somethign u jsut can't stop doing it. no matter where you are or who u are with. heh.

was listening to this britney song today. this person in teh song is suppose to be her answer to everything and so on.. bud the tune made it sound as if she hated this person soo much such that she'll be bouncing up and down if he dies right away. -.- doesn;t make sense. and she can't really sing. AEP's gonna kill me again. sad. and teh day is loaded with work. gonna do history soon. whee.

2005-01-26T22:18:00.000+08:00

umm.back! can't remember wad i wanna write again. HEH. shit cares. whoo~John Mayer. Gettin his album. rocks hard. whee~

"Love Song For No One"
Staying home alone on a Friday
Flat on the floor looking back
On old love
Or lack thereof
After all the crushes are faded
And all my wishful thinking was wrong
I'm jaded
I hate it

I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here

Searching all my days just to find you
I'm not sure who I'm looking for
I'll know it
When I see you
Until then, I'll hide in my bedroom
Staying up all night just to write
A love song for no one

I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
I could have met you in a sandbox
I could have passed you on the sidewalk
Could I have missed my chance
And watched you walk away?
I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
You'll be so good
You'll be so good for me

Guess wad..i just realised that this song is so bei..dint sound so bei..never really listen to the lyrics. heh. damn nice. love it. Love Song For No One. whee~
Sad songs are usually damn nice..that is, if u like ballads larr. ummm..for instance. Wang Fei-Qi Zi. love that song. hee. Feel like eating chocs. and it jsut o happen tt my dearest frig is out of chocolate. hai~

Need to play piano soon-.-although it aint tt bad playing it..i jsut cant really be bothered to play and listen to all the mistakes i make and practice over and over again.. When that happens i tend to get frustrated and start banging the piano.. sad. and it just so happens tt i have powerful fingers. diao.

Ok. dont feel like writing liao. Feel so sleepy today..hmm..will sleep early.
♠♣♥♦

2005-01-26T14:19:00.000+08:00

Whee. In school now. wahahaa.. Bored.. Waiting for Madame Yiting to finish printing her stuff... Dont so slow can.. Im dying of boredom. Learing about human reproduct system. Yiting asked me to help her to delete the pictures in the ppt..and i did it.. wads with those... i mean why dont you jsut look at it from a 'biological point of view' heheheh.. don't feel like writing lioa..maybe go home den continue. cya:))

2005-01-25T22:03:00.000+08:00

Arh. Wad do i wanna say? Hmm... no idea.. i cant remeber.. I wanna sleep..feel so sleepy.. sigh. Geog notes is taking forever to download. Sian..no one online. hai~ luckily chinese hw is only to be handed in on friday. I feel so tired.totally exhuasted. bleah. I NEED SLEEP!!!! ARG.. hai~
Ma brain dead. almost. lol. Went to look for shoes today..dint see any likable ones.. perhaps will go to Addidas warehs some day.lala. Go orchard to look for them. yay. Wonder if my spects are still at Far East. hmmm..hopefully yes. cant stand wearing contacts all the time. LA.
omg.only 23%downloaded..8MB powerpoint notes. hai~

Like that necklace. Perhaps i shd say the pendant. the cahin aint ncie. preooly will get one for birthday present.heh. Present for myself. LALA. Birthdays-excuses to spend money on oneself. LOL. wad an excuse.

MY blog entries don't really make sense all the time. some times i write for myself. Like the previous entry. I was so jubilant over some particular thingee. WHEEE.. so i was telling myself abt how did i feel about it. wahahha.. p.s person mentioned isn't me. lol.

Loadsa ppl have their birthdays in Jan. Nice. The old ppl..hahahaa.. You are always a few month older than everyone in the class. lol. The 'da jie da' hahahahaha.. I want an older sibling. would be entirely fun. compared to now i think. Having a 3 year old sister aint exactly that nice you know. hahaa.. But as ppl say.. They're a bundle of joy. haha. make ppl happy. You feel younger with them. Back to those good old days. I wanna pick up ball room dancing. or perhaps Salsa. Cool. whee.

I wonder y ppl like to start their sentences with yo..not everyone sounds good saying that.lol

Being special^^

Rejoice in the Lord always.
I will say it again: Rejoice!
Philippians 4:4

Rejoice in the Lord. Live for God.

I wanna sleep. how. sian. gonna present for Lang Arts tmr. diao. im like the last person in my grp? why cant it be completed today. I mean ill be like the only one presenting. The only idiot who chaged into those damned clothing. EEK.

Charlotte Church-All Love Can Be.
Love the song! whee~

2005-01-24T22:42:00.000+08:00

Its so beautiful, so true, so cystal clear. Like a fairy tale in reality.

aww.. ♥

So sweet. So irresistable.LOL. Beautiful. arh~ Wonderful sorta feeling. Kissing the wind, so gently... aww.

not worth it. too bad heh. ♠

omgomgomg.whhoooo

He's the one that will witness the happenings in your life. Through thick and thin, till death do you part. Love each other; so deeply, so beautifully. whee~~

Watched shall we dance. love the show. heh. considering to take ball room dance.whee. i love dancing^^

People self-pity too much. They never realised how lucky they actaully are. How happy they can be. If only did they learn to appreciate.
Life's never a routine. Everyday is changing, for better for worse, its jsut the way you look a it.
Every cloud has a silver lining ;))

OMG! IM JUST SOOO HAPPY!!! WHEE ♥

2005-01-24T20:09:00.000+08:00

Today's nice. Training's pretty slcak. and best of all..there isn'y any XXX class. shant mention wad... hmm..don tthink there's much hw..LALA. wonderful. heh. I feel so old..hai~~6 more days and im 14..so old.. sighs~ LALA. im bored. printing out science notes now..hai~

Sarah birghtman and wadeva's time to say good bye rocks!! i love the song can.. sian
I feel happy. Life gets better when you start noticing and appresciating every thing around you. Its a beautiful world. Even though ppl meet with things they never really wanted, they will be happy if they decide to look at things from a different angle instead of drilling into that particular sad little idea.. hmm..im properganding again. well who cares. Simply take it as crap. LOL. Wont matter.

2005-01-23T23:45:00.000+08:00

Third time blogging today.. Wad do I say. AEP almost ended my life.. sian. hate stuff to do with perspective, defined lines and architecture..simply bcos i can't do em.. wad a loser. LALA who cares. I'm extra sian today, since this is the third time im blogging..gotta get up early tmr. so sad. ♠

Aha. gone. whee~ wonderful day. sian. school tmr..sianer. i need to sleep soon. sad. i havent packed bag. even sadder. looks arnd* sees no one. whee. wad shall i do now. oh ok. i'll sleep soon. blaaahhh.
Enough of blogging today. nites
(doubt I'll go straight to bed)

2005-01-23T19:33:00.000+08:00

无缘无故的感到好伤心 :'

hmm..well wad can i say.
hmmm.i realised i like editting posts. i always do. heh. sometimes its pretty major while other times just minue changes..hmm. lets see.. i feel better now. happy happy. heh

wads so nice about being ice is the fact that u dont feel things.. only the heat that melts you and turns you into another form of yourself..thats all.. happiness. heh.

就把它当成经验吧。在这当中我也学到了一些东西，发现原来自己与想象中的不一样。

2005-01-23T11:45:00.000+08:00

You don't miss your water till the well runs dry. Pathetic fact of life. Things happen and they happen for a reason. We can't choose to be born or not; to get into wad sorta family; to look like wad...diao.. We are born for a purpose. God gave us a purpose each to complete. A life's journey.
Hmm... Friendship. beautiful. so beautiful. so pure, so crystal clear. True friendship lasts for a life time;)

And I swear,
by the moon and the stars in the sky
I'll be there.
And I swear,
like the shadow by your side
I'll be there.
For better for worse,
till death do we part,
I'll love you with every bit of my heart.
I swear.

"Take It From Here"
Justin Timberlake

Sometimes, sometimes the world gets hard
Oh na na na
I'm gonna take it from there girl
Don't you worry
I wanna be your lake, for your bay
And any problems that you have
I wanna wash 'em away
I wanna be your sky
So blue and high
And everytime you think of me
I wanna blow your mind
I wanna be your airSo sweet and fair
So when you feel that you can't breathe
Ma, I'll be thereI wanna be your answer, all the time
When you see how I put your life before mine
With no question
When all the love feels gone
And you can't carry on
Don't worry, girl
I'ma take it from here
Just as sure as the sun will shine
Every morning, everytime
Don't worry, girl
I'ma take it from here
I wanna hold your hands
Review all your plans
I wanna make sure everyone of your dreams will stand
I wanna be your broadway show on review
(Why)
So I can act out how
God was when he made you
I wanna be your lighthouse when you get lost
I'll light a bright and shining path to help you across
I wanna be your mother, wait
See what I see
And when you see that can't nobody hold you like me
Cause I love you
When all the love feels gone
And you can't carry on
Don't worry, girl
I'ma take it from here
(Take it from here, baby)
Just as sure as the sun will shine
Every morning, everytime
Don't worry, girl (no no)
I'ma take it from here
And when there's no one there to hold
And you realize the world is cold
Don't worry, girl
I'ma take it from here
That's what I'm gonna do
Just as sure as the sun will shine
Every morning, everytime
(Don't you worry, baby girl, baby girl)
Don't worry, girl(Baby girl)
I'ma take it from here
(I'll take you whereever you want)
Give me one reason why we should not be leaving
This world is so deceiving, the time is now
Let's fly away speeding
Through the Garden of Eden
Where all the sweet breathing of love surrounds
When all the love feels gone
And you can't carry on
Don't worry, girl
I'ma take it from here
Just as sure as the sun will shine
Every morning, everytime
Don't worry, girl (no no)
I'ma take it from here
Give me one reason
Why we should not be leaving
This world is so deceiving
The time is nowLets fly away speeding(We'll fly away)
Through the Garden of Eden
Where all the sweet and breathing
Of love surrounds(Lets get away)
When all the love feels gone
And you can't carry on
Don't worry, girl
I'ma take it from here
Just as sure as the sun will shine
Every morning, everytime
Don't worry, girl
I'ma take it from here
(I got somethin' I wanna tell ya baby)
Love ain't always the way they write in books
(No, no)
See there's the good guys
And also heartbreak crooks
Your hearts the real book
Just take a look inside
'Cause it's a colorful illustrated guide
So there you go
Don't worryI'll be the one
To help you weather the storm
I'll be there mami
No matter what time
No matter what place
You can always count on me
I'll take it from here

All is gone. Evaporated and never comming back.

2005-01-19T22:07:00.000+08:00

ROMEO
O my love, my wife, Death that hath sucked the honey
of thy breath, hath no power yet upon thy beauty,
thou art not conquered. Beauty's ensign yet is
crimson in thy lips and in thy cheeks, and death's
pale flag is not advanced there. Ah, dear Juliet, why
art thou yet so fair? Shall I believe that
unsubstantial death is amorous and keeps thee here in
the dark to be his paramour? For fear of that I still
will stay thee. Here, oh, here will I set up my
everlasting rest, and shake the yoke of inauspicious
stars from this world-wearied flesh. Eyes look your
last, arms take your last embrace, and lips, O you
the doors to breath, seal with a righteous kiss.
A dateless bargain, to engrossing death.

JULIET
Romeo. What's here? Poison. Drunk all, and left no
friendly drop to help me after. I will kiss thy lips.
Happily some poison yet doth hang on them. Thy lips
are warm.

ROMEO
Thus..... with a kiss...... I die.

ANCHOR WOMAN
A glooming peace this morning with it brings, the
sun, for sorrow will not show his head. Go hence, to
have more talk of these sad things. Some shall be
pardoned and some punished. For never was a story of
more woe, than this of Juliet and her Romeo.

some times i...

2005-01-18T01:02:00.000+08:00

许多人不由自主地变成“大人”后，看世界的眼光，也变得不由自主，走上了格式化的一条路。成人的世界有许多不由自主的“应该”，许多忧心忡忡的“如果”、许多企图左右你的传统，当我们不再好奇地发出“为什么”的问句之后，我们就不由自主地接受大人的洗礼，拥有一张面具。
有的人的面具勉强可以拆揭下来，在没有人看见的地方透透气；有人的面具连眼珠子的部分都遮住了，只能在黑暗中焦躁的盲动；有的人的面具堵住了呼吸，只能费力喘息；有的甚至以为，只有面具才是自己真正的皮...

It feels so sad when love turns into hate. wonderful feeling. whhooo~~

Jeremy Atticus Finch

30th Jan is a very impotant day.. must remeber ok! :))
lalalalalla.. i think thats all

get well! ♥

2005-01-12T20:26:00.000+08:00

She's cold, broken.. frozen inside. gone. LALA. ICY!

Phantom.mm. All I Want of You. nice. love it.
Mono.mono.mono. So tired. dying. damn the chinese compo.
Dont think can finish.. Crap. I absolutely suck at languages.
sigh. dpressing. wad a wonderful day. sigh.

ice

What can i say. La.
Sad day.Bleah.
Totally depressing.
sian.

someone make me cry?

2005-01-07T18:00:00.000+08:00

Arh~ fith day of the week. umm. Relaxation. Enjoyment. Sleepo.
Today's enjoyable, thanks to ppl arnd me.Yay.
Immerse in the silence. Appreciate the beauty, the presence of the one next to you. arh.
William farquhar. wad an interesting name....
one day, i was walking along orhcard, and guess wad! i saw him! so i went "f*cker hi!" and he so enthusiastically waved back... I LOVE FARQUHAR! -.-
The heir of Mackintosh aint bad. actaully he's pretty cool. Realised all 101 teachers are nice. hmm... Ham's great. but Yeo's as great.
She's pretty interested in socialogy i think.

sunshine~ i can be your sunshine~

But, soft! what light through yonder window breaks?
It is the east, and Juliet is the Sun.
Arise, fair sun, and kill the envious moon,
who is already sick and pale with grief,
That thou her maid art far more fair than she! Be not
her maid, since she is envious;
Her vestal livery is but sick and green; and none but
fools do wear it; cast it off.

hmmm..dont exactly miss ham as the others do, but well wad can i say he's a great teacher. nice form teacher. get us out of trouble. not fatherly as jasmine mentioned. definitely no. can get extremly evil. and is such a great evil dictator at times. hee.bleah bud well, he's a good teacher!
blog is still not really working well. sigh

2005-01-04T23:30:00.000+08:00

Its sad being human. Too many thigns had been happening. Im confused, seriously confused.. My brain aint working properly. I feel wierd. Like how it was few months ago. Grow up..youre not a kid anymore. sigh.
There's somethign very very wrong with my brain today.

2004-12-31T21:58:00.000+08:00

okies. new template. hope ppl can see it now. there is still some problem when i see it from normal view. hopefully tt doesn't occur to others. yay~
bbq tmr. wonder what will happen. hope it doesnt rain. x)) ♥
hope u ppl like the template.haha. love the music:)

2004-12-30T22:42:00.000+08:00

I don't know whats wrong with me but there's definitely somethign wrong. Sigh.I feel sad.. hmm.. I want to cry:'
The template is a lil problematic. some can see it and other's cant. wish to cahnge. Blogskins lagging. damn. I hate blog music. will change soon. Ashanti-Only You. or Linkin park and Jay-z-numb.okies. guess im done.
i want to cry

Parting is such sweet sorrow; that I shall say goodnight till it be morrow.
hmmm.like this. Romeo and Juliet.

Feeling murderous too.hmmm.
can i kill you?

♥ 又在想

sigh. *whack whack

2004-12-29T23:25:00.000+08:00

I Fell Into A Big Black Hole(actaully got sucked in)
still missing you♥

2004-12-29T13:02:00.000+08:00

Went out with vegie family, yiting and jolyn on monday.was fun! had cheese cake at coffee bean and tea leaves hahaa.was soooooooooooo wonderful!!!hahahah..should go there again sometime! wheee..(note: tea leaves is emphasized. obvious) reached home at around 9. mom complained.bleah couldn't go online...sighh..

Spans yesterday! be fore that was meeting with teammates at 3 den dojo for orientation rehearsal! wheee~was great fun. u know its just so funny when the whole team do stuff together.hahaha.. even if is not meant to be. well, team spirit! wahhaah.
Sir's sir wasn't as old as expected. always thought he was like those who wld drop dead any moment..heheheh x)) learnt quite some stuff. and during randoori played with his daugher..waaa..damn strong la.den keep kicking.bleahhh.she doesn't complete her throws. hahahah~
Got some presents
thanks :)
In love with dawnson's creek! insatiable too! love it love it!

Guess what, i still have not done my commonwealth essay!wheee.i love myself man! but bernice also havent finish la.hahahah so maybe can do together. intending to finish it this week end. hmmm... i must finish essay

"Rich Girl"
Gwen Stefani
If I was a Rich Girl
See, I'd have all the money in the world,
if I was a wealthy girl
No man could test me,
impress me,
my cash flow would never ever end
Cause I'd have all the money in the world,
if I was a wealthy gir
lThink what that money could bring
I'd buy everything
Clean out Vivienne Westwood
In my Galliano gown
No, wouldn't just have one hood
A Hollywood mansion if I could
Please book me first class to my fancy house in London town

All the riches baby,
won't mean anything
All the riches baby,
don't bring what your love can bring
All the riches baby,
won't mean anything
Don't need no other baby
Your lovin' is better than gold
.....
ummm..this is a pretty stupid song. but sounds good..heheh. i like the chorus

"Truely Madly Deeply "
Savage Garden

I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need.
I love you more with every breath
Truly madly deeply do..
I will be strong I will be faithful
'Cos I'm counting on a new beginning.
A reason for living.
A deeper meaning.

Chorus
I want to stand with you on a mountain.
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever.
Until the sky falls down on me...

And when the stars are shining brightly
In the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish
Send it to heaven
Then make you want to cry..
The tears of joy
For all the pleasure and the certainty.
That we're surrounded
By the comfort and protection of..
The highest power.
In lonely hours.
The tears devour you..

I want to stand with you on a mountain,
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me...

Bridge
Oh can't you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes
'Cos it's standing right before you.
All that you need will surely come...

I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need.
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly madly deeply do...

Chorus

Im sure many of us have heard this song..damn nice right! wahahahah...like the lyrics ;)

woke up at around 1130 today ;p and still wants to sleep. bleahhh. Later going shopping! yay!
hmm..lets see, i shall preactice piano den do some crap.hmmm okies. guess today's entry is a bit too lonng. I shall stop here.

P.S i realised tt i always put the events tt happend one or two days ago in this day's entry. hm.

missing you ♥

2004-12-27T01:16:00.000+08:00

Changed template..well obviously as you can see-.- hehh

I won't talk, I won't breath,
I wont move till you finally see
That u belong with me.
You might think I might don't look,
but deep inside,
the conner of my mind im attached to you.
Oh~ Im weak, its true,
Cause Im afraid to know the answer,
do you want me to?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster...

♥ I've waited all my life,
to cross this line,
to the only thing thats true.
So i will not hide..
Its time to try anything to be with you~
All my life I've waited,
this is true.

You don't know wad you do,
every time you walk into the room,
Im afaid to move.
Im weak its true,
Im just scared to know the answer,
do you see me too?
Do you even know you've met me?

♥ I've waited all my life,
to cross this line,
to the only thing thats true.
So I will not hide..
Its time to try anything to be with you~
All my life I've waited,
this is true.

I know when I go,
I'll be on my way to you.
The way that's true~

♥ I've waited all my life,
to cross this line,
to the only thing thats true.
So I will not hide..
Its time to try anything to be with you~
All my life i've waited,
this is true~

WOW.finished recording down the lyrics! yay! so sad i don't know the name of this song..
anyone who knows please tell me x)) thanks!

i love this song! omg omg omg!!!

simply wanted to say i love you!!yay!!

i love you ♥

okies. now i know who sang the song. ryan cabera! yay!true!
so happy.hmm. i smell of blood. swapped some flying creature while playing piano.it might still be on my shirt, thats y the smell remains. yuck-.-
listening to Why Georgia by John Mayer now.hmm.. nicex)
yepz.i guess i'll sleep soon. its late. and there's piano lesson tomorrow. eww.and i havent done my theory. how depressing:'
depressing :(

i love you ♥

sunshine, i could cal youmy baby boy..lalal..may be we could spend some time..i can be your sunshine..lalala~~ lil kim feat??

2004-12-24T09:49:00.000+08:00

its christmas eve!! MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!! may the Lord be with you ;))
hmp..gonna change template..gonna make sure i do...

i've waited all my life,
to cross this line,
to the only thing thats true.
so i will not hide..
its time to try anything to be with you~
all my life i've waited, this is true~
you don't know, what you do,
every time you walk into the room, im afraid to move..

hmm..its christmas eve and im like stuck at home baby sitting my sis..WOW..how grool can it get.. i finally got that last christmas song! yay!!

2004-12-21T21:26:00.000+08:00

went christmas shopping wiht mom today! yay..bought lodsa stuff.wahahahah how fun..geuss wad! i got a pair of flat heel-ed pumps lol ;p me in pumps..wow!.. hahahaha going to bvand concert tomorrow..almost forgot till jiaying reminded me..baa..hopefully she doesnt see this!!x)))
wad a day.i feel tired.im gonna sleep soon...although its like so early..hahahaa

last christmas, i gave u my heart..baa.i love this song.. donneo wads the name.. by savage garden.. anyone has it please send me! whahahaaa.umm.nothing much to say.. got some new earigns too! after realizing tt metal earong doesnt kill my ear i got infected by this earing fever.. waaa...sigh was going to ice skate with teammates tmr until mom said no..wahaha...how sad:' bohoho....

2004-12-20T22:30:00.000+08:00

hmm..going shoppong tmr..yay.. christmas shopping..

im a self-centered, pig headed freak! arg...

last christmas, i gave my heart.....

2004-12-17T08:31:00.000+08:00

chalet over..butt hurting badly due to excessive cycling..baaa..and got my contacts yesterday!wheeeee~~ hmm.chalet was fun..we cycled, attempted drownin ourselves, or rather myself, skate--edd, barbequeeddd, kayaked..blahhh.. loadsa stuff..hehehhh. i was carrying penny on my bike cos she couldnt cycle..so we were cycling la.. cos at first i cant reallly control the bike well, we actually fell into a bush while trying to stop^^ so farnie can! there were a group of ppl walking abreast with us when we crashed and they were like "are you ok? are u ok??"hahaa.. one guy was laughin at first till some other said"aiyoo..why are u so evil, ppl fall down den u laugh.." baaa.. while they were busy are-u-ok-ing penny and me were like laughing madly...baaa.. nutty nuts.. heheheh.so fun! note. remeber to clash into a bush again next time ;p after two consecutive days of riding everyone's butt began to hurt like hell..baaa..hell hurts alot. yay! we marinated the chikkin for bbq and it came out sooo wonderful!wahahahhaaa... kayakin wasnt bad..except that our kayak flipped over...den my wallet fell into the sea..luckily its floatable..sigh. got a bit tanner.. hmm..not bad. baaa....

TO ALL MY PPL>>TO ALL MY PPL>>lalalaa..

hmm..mom decides to change my name..how sucky.. to some zi yun... yuckkkk! its so disgusting can!! yuck yuck.i'll just write it..ppl still call me zijing...wahhahahah..hmm..that name doesnt suit me..its eh.. alil..donnoe wad..anyw, it suckss!! yucko!
and guess what.my sis doesnt have school today, so , im stuck home babysitting her..good that i get some money though.!.! baaa~hmm..she woke up at 8 and make me wake up with her.bleahh..so sian.. gave her milk and had some udon myself..my egg was so beautifully boiled that i couldn't bear to eat it..the first timei ever made such beautifully shapped egg.. went online.nobody online. so blogging la.. and guess what now! my sis came to me and said"姐姐我要吃糖！！"-- okies.. so u wan some sweet la.. okie! there you go..*walks to the frig and took out some chocolate bar*.. nah..there you go-..-

hmm..i got heavier..okies..lose weight..
see if i will lor..baa..anyw i think it will jsut some what go away..

2004-12-08T23:04:00.000+08:00

ohyeaaa!im here to blog! choon is leaving for korea on 10th..hmm..i'll miss you!:)) hmm...i intend to change blog musick..bud cant be bothered to.. guess i'll do it soon...yay!
wentto watch cranks yesterday with nun yixian and amandy.. its just pure comedy.no plot..liek most brainless movies now aday..simply trying to get the audience to make funny noises, laugh and stuff...hmm..was fun though..watched movie and went pissing around in junction 8.. seldom go that place..quite ulu to me..hahah..
intending to have some prince food fest next week!wahahah! go all teh palces with nice food..MYSELF! or perhaps with a friend..wow..cant wait.. I WANT FOOD I WANT FOOD!!
o man! I WANT FOOD! and gues wad.. im suppose to like gain 5kg for nxt yrs nats... FIVE KILOGRAMS!!! THATS LIKE HELL???
HMMM..WOULD SOMEONE GO TO K-BOX WITH ME NEXT WEEK??? IM REALLY DYING TO GO! arhhh!! so ppl who ar einterested pls contact me! wheeee~~
ohyea..judo chalet nxt week! yay! this could get very interesting! we are suppose to buy thongs..hahah as amanda has told us.. thongs..gettid.. LOL..
"EH! AMANDA ARH! I CANT FIND THE METAL ONES.THE CLOTH ONE CAN OR NOT ARH! THIS OEN VERY [RETTY THE LEH.. GOT LACE ARND IT LEH!"hahah..nice arh~~

lemme tell you a joke.. once upon a time there was this particular god who eats 1 meal a day and shit a single pile of shit everyday.. just that single stingy pile..hahah.. but one day! it shitted two piles of shit when it had the same amt of food! and may i ask: Y IS THAT SO!?!?!??

[ans..it wore a G-string..]
to be continued......

.......ok now, this same particularlil cutie pie still eats the same amt of food everyday.. bud there was this particular lil day, this particular lil dog shitted FOUR piles of paricular lil shit.. it ate the same amt of food..and everything.. bud how did this four piles of shit thign happen?????

[ans...it swallowed a button...]
-----------------------------------------THE END---------------------------------------------
how did u liek my particularly lovely, sweet lil joke???
bet ja loved it right! yea man! hahahhahah....

OHMAN! I LOVE THE DAY! i finished my sketch of our darling lil winnie the poohh!!and it came out well... bud sadly, i wld have to start wishing for next weeks art work....hmm.. wonder wads it gonna be...hopefully its paintin...

I WANT TO WATCH ALEXANDER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!bud its m18..wads with homonsexaulality...like we wld all turn into nasty lil faggots aft we watched it...and look at BARNEY.. dosnt it convey the same message..and kids central have it on every morning... forcing those message"I GOTTA BE A GAY" into those teenie weenie brains of those lil innocent kiddies...awwww..its so sad...(a tear fell out)

ALEXANDER ALEXANDER ALEXANDER ALEXANDER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oman.... i wanna watch it....
nvmm, there is always the dvd to look forward to.. hahahahah
hmm..o yea, ocean's twelf...im gonna watch it! and phantom of the orhh-ppehhh--raaa! hopefully they dont make it anythign more then NC.. at least still can sneak in;))
oh..talking abt ocean's 12..brad pitt..umm..troy.. brad pitt's butt... dint really notice it in the movie(note: shd try to take note of it when i watch the movie again..in liek a few thousand yrs..)
hahahahaha.. okies..i guess i've crapped enuf..

2004-12-04T18:30:00.000+08:00

yay! camp over. lalalalaa~
how nice..but there is still training..
how sad..hahahaaa

Some lyrics here!
Destiny's Child-Emotions

It's over and done
but the heartache lives on inside
And who's the one you're clinging to
instead of me tonight?
And where are you now, now that I need you?
Tears on my pillow wherever you goI
'll cry me a river that leads to your ocean
You never see me fall apart
In the words of a broken heart
it's just emotion taking me over
Caught up in sorrow
lost in the song but if you don't come back
Come home to me, darling
don't you know there's nobody left in this world to
hold me tight
nobody left in this world to kiss goodnigh
tGoodnight, goodnight
I'm there at your side,
I'm part of all the things you are
But you've got a part of someone else
You've got to find your shining star
And where are you now, now that I need you?
Tears on my pillow wherever you go
I'll cry me a river that leads to your ocean
You never see me fall apart
In the words of a broken heart
it's just emotion taking me over
Caught up in sorrow
lost in the song but if you don't come back
Come home to me,
darling don't you know
there's nobody left in this world to
hold me tight
nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight
Goodnight, goodnigh
tAnd where are you now, now that I need you?
Tears on my pillow wherever you go
I'll cry me a river that leads to your ocean
You never see me fall apart
In the words of a broken heart
it's just emotion taking me over
Caught up in sorrow
lost in the song but if you don't come back
Come home to me, darling
don't you know there's nobody left in this world to
hold me tight
nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight
Goodnight, goodnight

[hmmm..too much repetitions]

adapted from Summertime-Beyonce

It was the 4th day of July
Looked in my eyes and saw that
I wanted more than just a man
I needed a friend
Someone I can talk to someone who really listens
When you touched my hand the sun got brighter then
Trusting you I closed my eyes and felt our love begin
It was the summertime
When we fell in love ot was the summertime
Heaven shined on us it was the summertime
Baby there is nothing like the summertime

2004-11-30T15:25:00.000+08:00

yay! links edited..hahahah.. finally? lol. not very sure if everyone works, can't be botheres to try em one by one.. lol(im lazy u see..very) so if anyone eh spot some tts not workin pls tell me.. sigh.. usually when someone starts a new blog or revive a blog, he or she will blog daily with the most enthusiasm and sincerity.. unlike me here.. crapping again.haha. well i guess thats what i do..
heard "when you believe" by whitney huston anf mariah carey at someone's blog just now.. attempted to steal it bud the codes are so confusing.. cant find the sound code. disappointing! arhhh~
partner dear just came back from hk..hahah "welcome back to singapore!" i say.. dot..hmm.. not much to write as usual. stuck at home with nothing to do.. listening to the eh..wind i suppose.. whooo..whisshhh wooshh.. bleah.
its gonna rain i suppose.. grey clouds.. er.. colum blah blah wadeva clouds.. lol.. loomin in the sky.. not a good sign??
hmm.. seems like now quite a number of ppl are getting interested in palmistry.. indeed its very interesting and greatr fun to explore.

YOUR REPORT ON PALM ANALYSIS
Your strong, deeply etched lifeline reveals a strong nervous system. In addition to that it reveals an equally strong physical constitution(really..). The stronger the life line, the stronger the overall constitution, ensuring that there is stamina(oh yea), vitality and good health.
Your defects in the life line is compensated and consequently you will enjoy good health and long life.You work after careful thought.Nothing is impossible for you.
You possess a delicate body(maybe?) and may suffer from illness during the period of life as indicated by the chain in the lifeline.
You are hard working(WOW!), alert and work according to a planned scheme. You are quite willing to follow rules and regulations and also to have continuity in a family business.
You are wise and intelligent. You carry out your activities with forethought and conviction. Sensitivity of nature becomes very noticeable.Your moodiness is often uncontrollable, in the sense that the company of people you may be in will dictate your moods.
You are a person with a cold, unemotional nature with an inability to express love . You are more likely to consider the practical aspects of marriage.
You prefer not to reveal your feelings but to ponder about it,assess and decide how to deal with them.
You will be active right up into old age.
A close relationship may breakup.
You may undertake many travels to many places.
You may be healthy,wealthy and may lead an honourable life.
Each braclet signifies a lifespan of about 30 years.
You are likely to contribute to the society and be remembered for it even after your lifetime.
You may face setbacks in your career at the point of time the break appears.
You are a person with robust constitution and excellent immunity from diseases.

hmm.. quite like me.. as i have said.. palmistry is very interesting.. wahahahahahaha and most of the time, quite true i suppose.. heheh.
long entry..hmm i shall stop here..

2004-11-27T21:30:00.000+08:00

arh. blog finally awaken from its long, dreary hibernation..hahaha how do you like it? give some comments;)) (i don't exactly like the blog music and hopefully i'll change it soon..lol.gotta find some hostinf site..any recommendations?)
long time since i last blogged..lol..and now i have no idea what to write about but here, i guess the first thing is that i'll ask for the forgiveness of those i have trespassed against and sincerely request for your forgiveness. i've reveived too much that i don't deserve..sigh
i was on the bus home from piano lessons today..saw this guy and wow! he had such amazingly beautiful hands..hahahaa(since i had nothing to do i decided to look around..heh) those fingers are just to attractive to be resisted! they are like so slender, blemishless, wrinkless.. and those nails looked as if they had been through some superb manicure..wow.. just loved his hands..hahaa. sadly they are so unlikle my own(cries)bleah..i'd gladly custom grow one of those and fix it onto my own arms..lol. although i seldom crack my knuckles and stuff..my fingers are like rather bent and wrinkled and worst of all pudgy! how sad.. and now i got quite a handful of tiny scars and calouses(no idea how to spell..blah blah..) due to training..sighs~ what's more.. he is a guy! what de.. i think i should just be satisfied with what i have..atleast i have hands:phehehhehh
guess that's all im going to write today..
ohya.. here's a quote:
"happiness comes when we stop wailing about the troubles we have, and offer thanks for all the troubles we don't have."

2004-07-08T19:48:00.000+08:00

there's a place called home
i can almost see
with a red front door
and a roaring fire
and a christmas tree..

it's a place called home
full of love and family..
..................................................................

in your arms, where i finally found my way..
lost forever, if i never knew you

hmm..
why am i feeling sadd.. wierd. i should be happy..
bud still im sadd..
hai.. why??

tell me why.. just feeling sadd.. so sad:'|

staring at my com.. feeling sadd..
want to cry. no.
no. not a single tear

how sad can it get. gloom filled the place..
melancholy atmosphere
dark and cold

its dark and cold.
i fell. fell..
into complete darkness.
freezing...

truely..
X is missing
never there..
never there...
gone..
no.. or rather, never there.. never..

never there

dont hate me..

stupid phrase...
no matter what, just dont..

2004-07-04T13:11:00.000+08:00

A aheep gone astray

2004-06-21T10:43:00.000+08:00

hah! just changed blog music hahaa
take my breath away.. hahaa take my breath away
it was originally a song by Berlin and now Jessica Simpson sang it hahaa..
i prefer her version though =D haaa...
i wanted to put i have loved you or i wanna love you forever by jessica simpson, bud cannot find.. hai~ and i think it might take too long to upload, so i took the other song instead..
you probably wont think its nice the first time you hear the song bud as time goes, u will love!! it!!! trust me
for im always correct! *wink wink*
like real.. hahaa

"Take My Breath Away"

Watching every motion
In my foolish lover's game
On this endless ocean
Finally lovers know no shame
Turning and returning
To some secret place inside
Watching in slow motion
As you turn around and say
My love

Take my breath away
Take my breath away

Watching I keep waiting
Still anticipating love
Never hesitating
To become the fated ones
Turning and returning
To some secret place inside
Watching in slow motion
As you turn around and say
My love

Take my breath away
Take my breath away

Through the hourglass I saw you
In time you slipped away
When the mirror crashed I called you
And turned to hear you say
If only for today
I am unafraid

Take my breath away
Take my breath away

Watching every motion
In this foolish lovers game
Haunted by the notion
Somewhere there's a love in flames
Turning and returning
To some secret place inside
Watching in slow motion
As you turn around and say
My love

Take my breath away
Take my breath away

hah! take my breath away!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lol.. yep, thats bout it

2004-06-15T18:13:00.000+08:00

its been quite some time since i last blogged. hahaa
simply cannt be bothered, or rather, dont feel like
pretty stupid.. hahhaa
i haf been readin la dame aux camelias these few days and i find it really nice, hahaa great story haha
nvm not much to write... hmmm
wait
"All For You"

All my girls at the party
Look at that body
Shakin' that thing
Like I never did see
Got a nice package alright
Guess I'm gonna have to ride it tonight

All my girls at the party
Look at that body
Shakin that thing
Like you never did see
Got a nice package all righ

Hit it: 4, 3, 2, 1

[Chorus:]
All for you
If you really want it
All for you if you say you need it
All for you if you gotta have it
All for you make a move
All for you

I see you staring out the corner of my eye
You seem uneasy want to approach
Throw me a line
But then something inside you grabs you says who am I
I know exactly cuz it happens with all the guys

[Bridge:]
So you do what you gonna do
Come on and talk to me
Promise you won't even have an attitude
I'll let you sit right next to me
Don't join the list with all the other fools
That ain't the way to be
Yes, it's cool
Yes, I'm in the mood
Intimidations got that mind

[Chorus]

Can't be afraid or keep me waiting too long
Before you know it
I'll be outta here I'll be gone
Don't try to be all clevercute, or even shy
Don't have to work that hard
Just be yourself and let that be your guide

[Bridge]

[Chorus x2]

[x2:]
All my girls at the party
look at that body
shaking that thing like you never did see
Gotta nice package alright
Guess Im gonna have to ride tonight

a very nice song, again by janet jackson, in her old album
its nice hahaa
enjoyed it?? :D

2004-06-09T20:39:00.000+08:00

wheee....................
tmr is the last day of camp!
i was so lousy ar randori today.. hai~ tmr must bash them back
mua hahaaa

about my last entry, i feel real stupid. antway u cannt expect everyone to like you. hahaa and i admit that i caused alot of trouble
sorry ppl... and please forgive me
i can change!

hmm anyway not much to write
hahaa so tired... hai~

2004-06-01T17:46:00.000+08:00

people, if you hate me or something, just fuck up and tell me...
it wont hurt will it??

2004-05-31T19:35:00.000+08:00

arg!!!! damitajo is such a great album!!!!!
i simply lurve, cannt resist, infatuated.... with thinkin' bout my ex!!!!!! sooooooooooo nnnniiiiiiiiiceeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!

arh!!!!! weds goin to watch harry potter! my show! andden fri goin to watch the lotr exhibition!!!! hahaaa soo happy!!!!

today went out wif stephi and cynie hahaa we watched confession by a teenage drama quenn and went to k box... hahaa soo happy and we took neoprints ofcourse!
its nice, budden i look so guy in the pic... hahaa who cares ^ ^

after pt today almost everyone's leg is goin to break! arh except for yina... alien hahaa

"Thinkin' Bout My Ex"

When I first met you
I swear that I was straight with you
I wasn't looking for nobody new
I just needed someone to talk to
You said you were cool and understood
But now you caught feelings like I knew you would
And you sitting there with a broken heart
Cause I have you my body and not my heart

[Chorus]
When I'm holding you late at night
I'm thinkin' bout my ex
When I'm kissing you and look at you
I'm thinkin' bout my ex
And I'm sorry I didn't mean to hurt you
And I know sorry doesn't mend your broken heart

[Verse 2]
Baby I have to be
Unselfish and true to me
Cause I'm not where I really want to be
And It's nothing with you
It's all me
I toss and turn all night when I sleep
Want and reaching for someone who use to be
Said it must be some karma thing
Cause I can't seem to let go and love again

[Chorus 2]
When I lay with you I close my eyes
I'm thinkin' 'bout my ex
When I'm touching you gently
I'm thinkin' 'bout my ex
And I'm sorry I didn't mean to hurt you
And I know sorry doesn't mend your broken heart
When I'm listing to music I'm thinking' 'bout my ex
In a bubble bath with the candles lit
I'm thinking 'bout my ex
And I'm sorry I didn't mean to hurt you
And I know sorry doesn't mend your broken heart

[Bridge]

You're beautiful
I don't wanna take the space from someone else
So let me go
And do a little soul searchin' for myself
I'm so sorry that
I pulled you in and let it get this far
You know I never meant to break your heart

[Chorus 3]
At the shopping mall or movies
I'm thinkin' 'bout my ex
At the restaurant while I'm eating
I'm thinkin' 'bout my ex
And I'm sorry I didn't mean to hurt you
And I know sorry doesn't mend your broken heart
While you talk to me I drift away
I'm thinkin' 'bout my ex
When you ask me what I'm thinkin'
I'm thinkin' 'bout my ex
And I'm sorry I didn't mean to hurt you
And I know sorry doesn't mend your broken heart

[Repeat till fade]

You know it's not who you think it is

arh!!! cannt resist it. simply to lustrous!

i really pity the person whom she is singin this song to... hahaa if tt guy exists at all... lol

2004-05-30T23:14:00.000+08:00

hahaa!! in a good mood today
bought janet jackson's damita jo! grat album!!!

watched death watch... hmm... serverely creeped out... hahaa

hahaa...
today's topic is about what guys should do before they decide to target on one girl and 'zhui'* her.

1. make sure that you really really like her and feel for her.
(if you dont, dont ever bother wasting your time)

2. make sure that she feels for you. not alot but atleast a teenie weenie bit(and do make sure tt she dont feel like puking when she sees your face...)

3. if she dosnt feel for you, at all... please dont waste your time and most importantly, her's. cause she will never ever ever ever... fall for you( k... unless you really look great and is rich or wadever. but if you fufil any of these points i haf listed, she probably would haf 'felt' for you... see??)and any way this is the most important point. during this period of time, if you sorta 'sweet tok' to her, she will probably feel like puking,(unless she feels for you). no matter how sweet you can get, she will still feel like puking!!!

so most important thing is that you haf to make sure that she feels for you, even if its only a teenie weenie bit!
hahaa...
*i use zhui as i think it sounds nice... hmmm
does it??

short story(real sweet!!):)
A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty, he said...no. She asked him if he would want to be with her forever....and he said no. She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry? and once again he replied with a no. She had heard enough . As she walked away, tears streaming down her face the boy grabbed her arm and said....You're not pretty you're beautiful. i dont want to be with you forever. i NEED to be with you forever, and i wouldnt cry if you walked away...i'd die...isnt that sweet?

this is nice too:
1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.

2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.

10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

hmmm.. seems like i added in alot of stuff bout girls and guys today! hahaa nevermind...

ok thats all!
3 simple points!!!! hahaaa
its really simple ^ ^

ok thats all

2004-05-25T22:13:00.000+08:00

hmm...
lets start with the verse of the day
1. take ouk organizer
2. bible

verse of the day:
The Lord is my light and my salvation-
Whom shall i fear?
the Lord is the stronghold of my life-
To whom shall i be afraid.
Psalms 27:1

hmm...
chimology...
hahaa... im tired, and sleppy and drowsy hahaa actually all the same. thus one word will do, any of the above.. im lame...

yay! my movie comming out soon
3rd june which is a thursday... can go after training
anyone want to go must tell me ok...

yea, thats all for today.
time for homework...
hai~ thanks to the teachers

you want to hear this.
after shooting today, we went to change back into our uni.
jiamin was in the cubicle between me and cherrone. guess wad happend... hahaa
me and cherrone actually climed onto the toilet bowl and looked into jiamin's cubicle mua hahaaaa!!!!!!!

she freaked out ok.. hahaa

anyway, the truth is we dont see anythimg but its like we arny that bian tai. ^ ^
hahaaa...

2004-05-24T21:45:00.000+08:00

hah! exam over!!!!
4 more days to june holidays!!!! so happy
"im truely blessed.." blessed-Christina very nice song, well i put it up as blog music...
hmm... hope you can hear it!

feeling nuthing, at the moment... hahaa
nvm.. want to sleep now, bye

2004-05-23T20:28:00.000+08:00

beautiful day, beautiful night, beautiful me...
hahaa... just being an idiot.

verse of the day:
I will not leave you as orphans;
I will come to you.
John 14:18

hmm... hows that?

i feel so blessed today, in a good mood. great day, great night!
tomorrow history end-of-year examination!!!! arg!!!
%^ &*$%^## nvm i worked i studied,
there should not be any problem...unless
i blank out, like what happened during last yeaqrs math prelim

hahaa...
hope that will not happen.
and it better not. if not i die x__x

arh... nevermind

"A New Day Has Come (Radio Remix)"

A new day...
A new day...

I was waiting for so long
For a miracle to come
Everyone told me to be strong
Hold on and don't shed a tear

Through the darkness and good times
I knew I'd make it through
And the world thought I had it all
But I was waiting for you

Hush now

I see a light in the sky
Oh, it's almost blinding me
I can't believe
I've been touched by an angel with love

Let the rain come down and wash away my tears
Let it fill my soul and drown my fears
Let it shatter the walls for a new, new sun

A new day has... come

Where it was dark now there's light
Where there was pain now there's joy
Where there was weakness, I found my strength
All in the eyes of a boy

Hush now

I see a light in the sky
Oh, it's almost blinding me
I can't believe
I've been touched by an angel with love

Let the rain come down and wash away my tears
Let it fill my soul and drown my fears
Let it shatter the walls for a new, new sun

A new day has...

Let the rain come down and wash away my tears
Let it fill my soul and drown my fears
Let it shatter the walls for a new, new sun

A new day has... come

Ohhh, a light

Hush now

I see a light in your eyes
All in the eyes of the boy

I can't believe
I've been touched by an angel with love

I can't believe
I've been touched by an angel with love

Hush now

Hush now

great song!!!!
a new day has come, and indeed, a new day came!
hahaa ...
i love the part where it says:
i see a light in your eyes
all in the yes of a boy
i can't believe
i've been touched by an angel with love...

"You Are Not Alone"

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone

'Lone, 'lone
Why, 'lone

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone...

love this one too!!!
link back to todays verse:
I will not leave you as orphans;
I will come to you.
John 14:18

hahaa... got to study for history...

2004-05-22T20:54:00.000+08:00

a new day has come! hahaa...
may the Lord be with you...
feeling 'ungurl' at this moment.. no idea why hahaa funy feeling.

hmm... bored, nothing to do... listen to music hmm.. good idea!
i shall... hmm
not much to write, bye!

2004-05-21T19:13:00.000+08:00

hahaa first entry after so many months! my blog is finally done!

today had maths and science test... hai~ dont expect to do so well and summore my msg sooo high hai~ die...

i just remebered, a few days ago x said something to me
x:[turned around]why is everyone not toking to me?
me: you have never really been alone...

hmm... true. she has never been alone, never been lonely. hai~ so sad. on 30th Jan 2004(fri) i cried and cried... i felt so sad... it was on birthday. and i was stuck there all alone... sad and lonely sob sob...

Falling though the darkness, hit a layer of ice. coldness and pain, never will they cease. I will not take your hand, this time i'll save myself. the hero will never come... NEVER. never will the hero save me from the coldness, the darkness...Never wanted, never will be. For i am what i am. Nobody, nobody can ever change me.
I don't see anyone trying to wipe away my tears. when i die, everyone disappeared. You left me all alone, amidst the cold and dark. You left me, and never came back. Can you hear me calling from the darkness below? Can you? Will you?
You won,t, and you never tried.

My world, in shades of grey, covered in snow.
There i lay...

"Crash And Burn"

When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart
I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you
It's hard to find relief and people can be so cold
When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you can't take anymore

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

When you feel all alone
And a loyal friend is hard to find
You're caught in a one way street
With the monsters in your head
When hopes and dreams are far away and
You feel like you can't face the day

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

And there has always been heartache and pain
And when it's over you'll breathe again
You'll breath again

When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please
To tame your wild wild heart

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

love this song... hmm.. but when i jump, i know how to break fall myself.. hahahaa

"Superman"
(feat. Dina Rea)

[Girls voice is Dina Rea]

[Intro]
Oooooh
You high baby
Yeah
Ya'
Talk to me
You want me to tell you something
Uh-huh
I know what you want to hear...

[Chorus A]
Cause, I know you want me baby, I think I want you too
"I think I love you baby", I think I love you too
I'm here to save you girl, come be in Shady's world
I want to grow together, let's let our love unfurl
You know you want me baby, you know I want you too
They call me superman, i'm here to rescue you
I want to save you girl, come be in Shady's world
"Ooooh boy you drive me crazy", bitch you make me hurl...

[Verse 1]
They call me superman, leap tall hoes in a single bound
I'm single now, got no ring on this finger now
I'd never let another chick bring me down, in a relationship
Save it bitch, babysit, you make me sick
Superman ain't savin' shit, girl you can jump on Shady's dick
Straight from the hip, cut to the chase, I tell a muthafuckin' slut, to her face
Play no games, say no names, ever since I broke up with what's her face
I'm a different man, kiss my ass, kiss my lips, bitch why ask
Kiss my dick, get my cash, i'd rather have you whip my ass
Don't put out, i'll put you out, won't get out, i'll push you out
Puss blew out, poppin' shit, wouldn't piss on fire to put you out
Am I too nice, buy you ice, bitch if you died, I wouldn't buy you life
What you tryin' to be my new wife, what you Mariah, fly through twice...

[Prechorus]
But I do know one thing though, bitches, they come they go
Saturday through Sunday, Monday, Monday through Sunday yo'
Maybe i'll love you one day, maybe we'll someday grow
Till then just sit your drunk ass on that fuckin' runway ho'...

[Chorus B]
Cause I can't be your Superman
Can't be your Superman
Can't be your Superman
Can't be your Superman
I can't be your Superman
Can't be your Superman
Can't be your Superman
Your Superman, your Superman...

[Verse 2]
Don't get me wrong, I love these ho's
It's no secret, everybody knows
Yeah we fucked, bitch so what, that's about as far as your buddy goes
We'll be friends, i'll call you again, i'll chase you around every bar you attend
Never know what kind of car i'll be in, we'll see how much you'll be partying then
You don't want that, neither do I, I don't want to flip when I see you with guys
Too much pride, between you and I
Not a jealous man, but females lie
But I guess that's just what sluts do, how could it ever be just us two
I'd never love you enough to trust you, we just met and I just fucked you...

[Prechorus]

[Chorus A / Chorus B]

[Verse 3]
First thing you say, "I'm not fazed, I hang around big stars all day
I don't see what the big deal is anyways
You're just plain old Marshall to me"
Ooh ya' girl run that game
"Hailie Jade, I love that name, love that tatoo, what's that say"
"Rot in pieces, uh, that's great"
First off you don't know Marshall, at all so grow partial
That's ammo for my arsenal, i'll slap you off that barstool
There goes another lawsuit, leave handprints all across you
Good Lordy whoadie, you must be gone off that water bottle
You want what you can't have, ooh girl that's too damn bad
Don't touch what you can't grab, end up with two backhands
Put anthrax on a tampax, and slap you till you can't stand
Girl you just blew your chance, don't mean to ruin your plans...

[Prechorus]

[Chorus A / Chorus B]

[Chorus B x2]

this isnt bad too...

hmmm... my entry is really long...
think i'll stop now hahaaa

hah.. wait i want you to know this verse:
He brought me out into a spacious place
he rescued me because he delighted in me.
Psalms 18:19

meaningful... ok will do!